The Woman’s hand was suddenly wet. The furry white animal with the pointed ears made no sound as he padded past the leaves to her side. Now he was licking her fingers one at a time, five or six licks each.
When he was finished, he gazed up at her, mouth opening in a smile and tongue hanging out. The Woman felt affection pouring off of him, mixed with anticipation.
“Hello, Dog! I’ve been hoping you would visit this morning.” The Dog thumped his feathery tail against the tree trunk. “Is there something you need, Dog?”
The Dog whined softly, licked his lips, and whined again. I’m thirsty, heard the Woman. Do you have any water?
“Follow me. There’s a stream just up ahead.” The Woman stretched as she got to her feet, and the Dog bounced on his forelegs several times, then sprinted through the trees. “No, silly! You can’t find the water if you go by yourself! I said, follow me.” The Dog barked twice and then burst back into the clearing, panting and smiling. I just got so excited, I had to run! Water is my favorite, and running, and trees, and sunshine, and you! You’re my favorite of all.
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Beren strained forward on the leash toward the park. He trotted past the wooden playground boat, a favorite of the neighborhood children, with barely a glance, eyes intent on the open grass just visible through the trees. A few more minutes and we would be there.
The meadow was completely surrounded by trees, with a small creek running along one side. It was set far enough back from nearby backyards and from the playground that I could safely let Beren off the leash.
“Hush, you,” I muttered, smiling, as Beren whined in anticipation. “Okay, now sit.” He sat. “High five!” He touched one forepaw to my outstretched hand. “Other one.” Then the other. I fumbled with the clasp on his leash, then waited another moment as he looked at me with quivering hope. Finally, the magic word: “Okay!”
He took off.
I laid out my blanket and took my book and water bottle out of the striped bag I had brought along. Beren bounded over the tall grass like a gazelle, alternating between leaping after birds and chasing the leaves the breeze brought his way. Only in this meadow did I get to see his swift grace, his astounding speed, his total immersion in his surroundings.
After a few minutes of mad sprinting, Beren trotted over to me, panting and smiling. He flopped down on the corner of the blanket, tongue lolling, brown and blue eyes both narrowed in the sunshine.
This is how it was meant to be.
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Joy filled the Woman’s heart. She loved all the animals, but there were a few with whom she had developed a special bond. This Dog, the great black Horse, and the Doe stopped by at least once a day, and a smaller, long-bodied brown Dog and a sleek gray Cat curled up next to the Woman and the Man to sleep each night.
The Woman had not yet been made when the Man named all the animals, so she tried to meet a handful of new animals each day and discover what they liked to eat, how they liked to play, where they lived, and how she could care for them.
They each communicated differently. The Mice squeaked and trilled, each family using a slightly different pitch. The Stag might bellow to his Doe if she were far away, but close by, he used soft grunts. The Dogs would yip and bark and whine and growl, often three or four members of the pack speaking over each other, and the Woman had to listen very hard to follow the conversation.
On his own, though, the white Dog could converse with the Woman easily. She could gather his general mood and intent simply through his barks and whines, as well as his behavior. The specifics of his communication, though, she received through a kind of silent hearing, a listening deeper than sound traveling through the ears.
The Dog bounded twice around the Woman, put his forepaws on a tree trunk, and barked at a Squirrel, who chittered back at him, its fluffy tail twice the size of its head, Is it necessary for you to yawp at me?
The Dog subsided, and he cocked one paw up to his chest. I just wanted to say that I saw you! I saw a Squirrel! Hi Squirrel! Sorry to bother you!
The Squirrel tipped his head to one side and then the other, then scampered down to the ground, grabbed a shelled walnut from a hole under the tree, and offered it to the Dog. Thanks for coming by and telling everyone that you saw me! Please enjoy this walnut.
The Dog sniffed it twice, then took it with his teeth and crunched for several minutes. He licked his incisors for quite a long time afterward, trying to dislodge the remaining walnut bits.
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“What do you think he’s thinking?” my friends often asked.
Since dogs don’t talk, I usually narrated Beren’s actions myself, imagining what he thought and felt in each moment. When he sat at my feet with ears pricked forward and nose twitching while I ate popcorn, I said in a low, dopey voice, “Are you going to eat all of that?” (Think Dug in Up.) When a sudden noise startled him out of a deep slumber and he scrambled upright, blinking, half of his face smashed flat from the floor, I slurred, “Read-ready for duty, I’m awake, shhoo awake, what…*yawn* what do you need, I’m here to help…”
Sometimes no translation was necessary. His shifty eyes as he carried a stolen towel across the kitchen made it clear he hoped we simply wouldn’t notice the fabric trailing from his mouth like a flag of victory. We knew when he laid down and flopped his face against the couch cushion and gazed up at us that he wanted affection. Whenever we returned, he wiggled up to us, head low to receive pats and sneak in a lick or two on the little one’s face. His wagging stump tail whipped his whole rear end back and forth. The message was clear: I’m so tremendously glad to see you!
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The Woman had so much joy to share. The Squirrel’s generosity delighted her, the bounty of the nut trees amazed her, and the silliness of the Dog’s efforts to lick the walnuts out of his teeth filled her with laughing affection.
“The Lord God made this Garden for us, Dog. Did you know that?”
He cocked his head to one side, still licking his teeth. I didn’t know anybody made it. Who is the Lord God?
“He made all of us! He made the Man, and then He made me from the Man, and before that He made these walnut trees, and this grass, and those roses, and that fern, and those Elephants over on that hill, and that Tiger on the other side of the river – all the animals you know and all the ones we haven’t met yet. And the mountains and the rivers, too!”
Wow. He sounds really powerful. Does He talk to you? The Dog’s lip was caught on the side of his gums, and the Woman turned away to hide her chuckle. She wanted to continue their conversation, not dissolve into a pile of giggles. The Lord God had taught her so much, and she was excited to share her understanding with the Dog. She had learned last night that part of her job in tending the Garden was to help the animals come to know more about the Lord God.
“But why don’t you just come walk with them like you do with us every day?” the Woman had asked him. “Then you could tell them everything they need to know about You.”
The Lord God had told the Woman that the animals must come to know Him through her and the Man, because they alone could both understand the Lord God enough to communicate His character and not overwhelm the animals with fear in the process.
So the Woman walked and talked with the Dog. He followed her to the quiet stream that branched off of the great Tigris, and they sat in the shade and dipped their feet and paws into the cool water. She scooped some water out to drink, and the Dog bent his head down and lapped until he was fully refreshed. Then the Woman leaned back against a wide, knobbly oak tree, and the Dog leaned against the Woman, and she patted his ears, and he licked her nose.
And it was Good.
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Near the end, Beren lay awake for hours, gazing at us as we watched Jack Ryan. Usually he fell asleep as soon as he had completed his duty and our son was in bed, but that night he just watched us, snout between his paws on the floor. In his pain, we were all that mattered to him.
We helped him walk to the blankets we had piled next to the couch. I laid down and stroked his white head, his silky gray-and-tan ears, the dip between his eyes. Occasionally, he lifted his head to stare at me, then my husband. His eyes followed us each time we got up. He didn’t know why his chest ached, why he had to pant for breath, or why the ten pounds of extra fluid in his abdomen had made it so hard to walk, but he knew that we would take care of him.
The night after he died, I came upon this passage in C. S. Lewis’s The Problem of Pain:
“Even now more animals than you might expect are ready to adore man if they are given a reasonable opportunity: for man was made to be the priest and even, in one sense, the Christ, of the animals—the mediator through whom they apprehend so much of the divine splendour as their irrational nature allows.”
Beren did what he was made to do: keep watch over those he loved, race freely through the grass, eat with gusto, and receive our affection. I hope that through our care, love, and laughter, Beren caught a glimpse of the joyful God who created him.